13 november 2012

"every birthday has the own memories

dan makasih udah bikin 'limabelas tahunku' menyenangkan :-) 

that's so unforgettable...

Suatu malam antara aku,Senitza,BBM,dan curhatan

"sometimes I feel that he so close, but at the other times I feel that he so far away:(("

"No, he always on your side"

"Tau dari mana? Tapi yo I hope so seh.."

"Just see dude. Who's gonna pick you up at 10 pm beside your dad? 'si A' mau? 'si B' mau? 'dia' tok yang mau dil" *sori namanya kudu disensor._.

"Dila sayang sama 'dia'!! tapi 'dia'nya gimana :( iyasih 'dia' mesti ada tapi gak berarti 'dia' sayang sama dila . barang kali cuma kasian sama aku malem malem gitu gaada yg nganter pulang :("

"Belum tentu. Masa 'dia' mau nyamperin ke sma4 kalo gak kamu. 'dia' loh nggak ngasih tau kalo ke sma4, mek kamu tok"

"Senit tau darimanaa:( iyasih kalo dipikir pikir, tapi aku tetep takut :("

"nggak dil, tenang ah, 'dia' sayang kamu"

when you love someone :--)

I love you but it's not so easy to make you here with me

I wanna touch and hold you forever

But you're still in my dream

And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life

But I still have a time to break a silence

When you love someone

Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you

When you hold your love

Don't ever let it go

Or you will loose your chance

To make your dreams come true...

I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized

I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”

And I can't stand to wait your love is coming to my life

When you love someone

Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you

When you hold your love

Don't ever let it go

Or you will loose your chance

To make your dreams come true...

And I never thought that I'm so strong

I stuck on you and wait so long

But when love comes it can't be wrong

Don't ever give up just try and try to get what you want

Cause love will find the way....

When you love someone

Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you

When you hold your love

Don't ever let it go

Or you will loose your chance

To make your dreams come true...

hmm

Some people are meant to fall in love with each other...

...but not meant to be together ...

"That's it, I Quit, I'm Moving On" 

it will never be the same

Ibarat sepotong kayu yang ditancapkan paku. Jika paku itu dicabut, maka akan ada bekas lubang tempat hinggapnya paku tersebut. Kalaupun ditambal dengan potongan kayu lainnya, hasilnya akan berbeda. Bekasnya pasti masih ada. Kayu itu tak akan pernah sama lagi. 

Sad by Maroon5

Man, it's been a long day

Stuck thinking 'bout it driving on the freeway

Wondering if I really tried everything I could

Not knowing if I should try a little harder

Oh, but I'm scared to death

That there may not be another one like this

And I confess that I'm only holding on by a thin thin thread

I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard

The words that you needed so bad

And I'm kicking the dirt cause I never gave you

The things that you needed to have

I'm so sad, saaad

Man, it's been a long night

Just sitting here, trying not to look back

Still looking at the road we never drove on

And wondering if the one I chose was the right one

Oh, but I'm scared to death

That there may not be another one like this

And I confess that I'm only holding on by a thin thin thread

I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard

The words that you needed so bad

And I'm kicking the dirt cause I never gave you

The things that you needed to have

I'm so sad, saaad

I'm so sad, so sad

Oh, but I'm scared to death

That there may not be another one like this

And I confess that I'm only holding on by a thin thin thread

I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard

The words that you needed so bad

And I'm kicking the dirt cause I never gave you

The things that you needed to have

And I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard

The words that you needed so bad

I'm so sad, so sad

#QuotesOfTheDay

"Karena yang terpenting dalam hidup adalah bukan gimana kita meminta orang lain buat memahami dan mengerti kita, tapi gimana kita-lah yang harus bisa untuk memahami dan mengerti orang lain"

-Ibu MB Titiek Spd,wali kelas dan guru sejarah saya :-)

sebelas bulan itu bukannya tanpa kenangan ya . jadi kalo aku belum bisa move on dan masih sering kangen sama mantanku, biasa aja sih... itu normal menurutku :-)

broken~

In the moonlight
Your face it glows
Like a thousand diamonds
I suppose
And your hair flows like
The ocean breeze
Not a million fights
Could make me hate you
You're invincible
Yeah, It's true
It's in your eyes
Where I find peace

Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let's light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You're ready to break
Don't look away.

So here we are now
In a place where
The sun blended
With the ocean thin.
So thin, we stand
Across from each other
Together we'll wonder
If we will last these days
If I asked you to stay
Would you tell me
You would be mine?

And time
Is all I ask for
Time
I just need one more day
And time
You've been crying too long
Time
And your tears wrote this song
Stay

In the moonlight
Your face it glows

Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let's light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You're ready to break
Don't look away.

A hundred thruthful questions

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Melon juice 

2. Last phone call: DaKing! daddy<3

3. Last text message: ainnur iqbal ariyanto

4. Last song you listened to: skyscraper

5. Last time you cried: last night

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: nope

7. Been cheated on: dunno.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: noooh

9. Lost someone special: yaph 

10. Been depressed: of course

11. Been drunk and threw up: hell to the no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. RED 

13. BLACK

14. YELLOW 

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2012)

15. Made a new friend: too much frieendddsss<3

16. Fallen out of love: absolutely yeah

17. Laughed until you cried: haha yeahs =))

18. Met someone who changed you: I think yes

19. Found out who your true friends were: yeah :))) 

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes, but I think I dont care :))

21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list: no 

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: can't count!!

23. How many kids do you want to have: haaa TWO :)) 

24. Do you have any pets: nope.. 

25. Do you want to change your name: no! i love my name:)

26. What did you do for your last birthday: found someone special but he's gone now =')) ha-ha

27. What time did you wake up today: hmm, 8 

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: writing,sketching

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:  

30. Last time you saw your Mother: a few second ago

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my past

32. What are you listening to right now: kelly clarkson-mr know it all 

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i think not -_-

34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: nothinggg

35. Most visited webpage: TUMBLR is my homepage

36. Whats your real name: Aldila Novian Anatygusta

37. Nicknames: DILA

38. Relationship Status: single 

39. Zodiac sign: i am scorpion

40. Male or female?: wdyt?

41. Elementary?: SDN Pacar Keling 5 surabaya

42. Middle School?: SMPN 8 Surabaya 

43. High school/college?: SMAN 4 Surabaya - collage? i’ll tell you in 3 years later

44. Hair colour: black

45. Long or short: (whatthefuck isthis?)

46. Height: 155 cm 

47. Do you have a crush on someone? hahaha i dont know

48: What do you like about yourself? friendly, i love to make people that i love smileee <3

49. Piercings: NO

50. Tattoos: I wish I have one.

51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery: never

53. First piercing: never

54. First best friend: putri

55. First sport you joined: actually, football -_-

56. First vacation: forgot

58. First pair of trainers: -_- forgooot

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: nothing

60. Drinking: nothing

61. I’m about to : reply iqbal's chat 

62. Listening to: if i never see you face again i dont miiiiiiiiiiiindd~

63. Waiting on: tomorrow

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids?SURE

65. Get Married? yup

66. Career? ARTIST

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes: my eyesss ;;)

68. Hugs or kisses: hugs

69. Shorter or taller: taller

70. Older or Younger: older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both

73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: wo big no!

77. Drank hard liquor: im not that insane-_-

78. Lost glasses/contacts: yeaaaah 

79. Sex on first date: NO SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE!

80. Broken someone’s heart: I think yes

82. Been arrested: NO

83. Turned someone down: yes

84. Cried when someone died: yes

85. Fallen for a friend?: humm yah 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: yes

87. Miracles: yes

88. Love at first sight: no

89. Heaven: yes

90. Santa Claus: hahahaha absolutely..... no 

91. Kissing on the first date: …. no

92. Angels: no!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nooo -_-

95. Did you sing today?: everyday

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 4 years ago and i will wish that I never ever know him

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? hahaha i dont know -_-

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:sometimes

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: haha, not going to become a liar. so,yes

Sen!!!!

Namanya Senitza Anisa Salsabilla . Temen temennya dia yang lain manggilnya Billa .
Tapi aku manggil cewek chubby ini dengan panggilan "SENIT"

Senit pernah bikinin ini loh buat aku :') How sweet ya :3

Ini wujudnya si Senitzaaaaaa . Is she cute , right ? Isn't she ?

I dont care . actually I really luv this gurl <3

mongkeong

Hai. Aku kangen nulis di blog. Aku kangen nyampah nyampah di blog ku sendiri gitu. Aku sekarang anak kelas sebelas. Aku anak IPS btw, seperti yang diharapkan toh? Aku lagi ndengerin apologizenya one republic. Aku pake headset. Aku pake TShirt item supermanku tercinta. Aku capek ngerjain tugas tik dan nge-soft cover itu malem malem dan akhirnya digletakno dan tak bawak pulang maneh. Aku masi sungkan sama bu Tyas gara gara anak kelasku rame ae kemarin senin. Aku nggak mau ganti guru ekonomi. Sekarang ganti jadi Domino nya Jessie J. Aku cuapek pol hari ini tapi gatau kenapa males tidur dan malah milih nongkrong didepan computer buat nulis ini. Aku bingung mau nulis apa lagi. Akhir akhir ini aku sering, sebenernya emang masih sering -ngegambar, tapi banyak yang gagal dan gak jadi buat akhir akhir ini , mood lagi sering amburadul soalnya,  mulai sekitar satu bulan setengah terakhir. Sebabnya? Rahasia....... Ndak boleh disebut disini. Kok beberapa detik yang lalu aku ngerasa aku pengen mbogemin cewek ya. Seriously. Maroon 5 misery. Adam levine itu ganteng pol polan. Suaranya enak badai mamen. Aku nggak tau kenapa omonganku jadi semrawut gini. Aku nggak bisa lagi bikin kata kata yang bisa bikin kalian enak bacanya. Aku kehilangan bakat menulis, menggambar juga kayaknya tapi masih dikit *eh jangan ilang dong plis kalo yang ini* Kayaknya aku nulis gini ya biar nggak keliatan nganggur aja huehe. Sek ya aku tak pamer sedikit,Faktanya,di IPS nilai ulangan harian pertamaku yang remidi cuman Pelajaran Agama sama TIK *ini apanya yang dipamerin* gatau deh. Mulai buntu nih. Seh tak nyanyi ae bee dapet inspirasi (??) "This night is sparkling, don't you let it go,I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home,I'll spend forever wondering if you knew..I was enchanted to meet you too.......I was never in love with someone else.I never had somebody waiting on me.'Cause you were all of my dreams come true.And I just wish you knew,Twelve I was so in love with you." *agak sedikit curhat nih nyanyinya -_- cukup cukup suaraku sangat nggak merdu untuk ukuran cewek 15 tahun. Aku nggak tau harus ngapain maneh bingung fuq. Aku nggak tau kenapa aku masi nggak bisa berhenti ngetik padahal didalem kepala itu udah nggak ada yang pengen tak tulis. Aku nggak tau kenapa baunya enak banget disini. Mama masak apa sih? Aku nggak tau kenapa barusan mamaku nyuapin aku kulit ayam yang rasanya uwasin badai tapi demi apa aku seneng huehehe. Mamaku ancen top. Sek abis ini tak mandi aku. Dari pulang sekolah tadi belum mandi. Wes ya , itu tok . sekian. dadaaah blog :)