you know that feeling?

When you're just get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed. Just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of desperation. You're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. You just want someone to be there and tell you its okay. But none is going to be there. You know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you're tired, tired of being strong. For once you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you wont to be. But you're still hoping, still wishing. And you're staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. You are fighting.